| Saturday, October 2nd, 2004 |
| 1:26 am |
well things arent better but they arent worse. Bank crap is going to drive me up the wall but next check should be able to put them in their place. :) Alex is at work... i havent seen him all day. Man this sux and yet in 6 months hell have full benifits etc. That will be very very nice...almost worth it lol thats all for now ttyl PS Yes I will visit rocky as soon at midterms are over ok? hehehe PPS I need Crystal's sn does anyone have it? Current Mood:  awake |
| Saturday, September 25th, 2004 |
| 12:41 pm |
i swear Wednesday was MI day. I saw both Crystal and Brandon on Wednesday. I feel bad because I didnt reconize Brandon at first. It was nice to see him. Im glad he at least noticed me and even sat next to me. That made me feel better... Maybe ill go visit one day. Espcially if Crystal keeps bugging me to come like she said he would. we'll see... Current Mood:  thoughtful |
| Wednesday, September 22nd, 2004 |
| 4:37 pm |
Ok so im stuck at school right now because alex and i only have gas in one car and hes at an interview for UPS. So far today i have failed 2 math tests because my teacher is so anal i cant even look at her. I mean she wants us to write out (in words not numbers) every step! Well at least on the 1st test i failed she did. Then on the lastest test i failed she basicly tested on things i had never seen before and didnt even give us a clue how to go through them or how she wanted us to do them. * annoyed* I am also stressed because the reason alex and i have no money is because i owe the bank $400 and ok so thats my fault but it wouldnt be such a big deal if i didnt have to hide it from my parents. You see this happened to a much bigger extent about 6 months ago and they attempted to pay it off but there was still $125 left. So now that money has become $400 and they made me promise i would never get it to be that high again... Well now look at me. Im forced to lie to my parents about something that shouldnt have anything to do with them. You know? I have Speech tongith which i skipped last week so i really dont know what we are doing and i left my notebook in my car and i dont have it with me so im screwed there too. And to top it all off my mom and alex keep commenting on my weight! How am i suposed to get better if i cant even think straight? I want to curl up into a ball and die right now. Maybe i should go into the hospital like my mom did..... |
| 10:27 am |
Why is it that everytime i decide to do something about my weight my back goes out. All i was doing was putting on some pants and bam! Im almost on the floor in pain and now it wont go away. *annoyed* Honestly i really just need to work on my eating anyway though. UG Why does this have to be so hard? Maybe i should go into the hospital like my mom did... it really seemed to help. All i want to do is be happy with myself for once. *sigh* Current Mood:  frustrated |
| Sunday, September 12th, 2004 |
| 11:52 pm |
I CANT SLEEP
I CANT SLEEP I dont wanna go on aim because i know that'll just keep me up later... i should probley work on my report for tomarrow huh? anyway nothing new. Alex got sea sick on his fishing trip today so hes sleeping while im going insane... Maybe im thirsty... oh well i dont know... goodnight... i hope |
| Monday, September 6th, 2004 |
| 10:07 am |
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| 9:59 am |
bleh sorry i havent written in a while Ive been housesitting where there is no internet. But im home now and all is kinda well. I hurt my back recently so ive been hobbling around trying to work despite my injury. it works Alex lost his job offer because 8 months ago someone stole his identity and it screwed up his backround check. My grandparents on my moms side (Nonny and Pappa) might be getting divorced which to most of america is no biggie but my family hasnt had a divorce since the day i was born you know? and my grandfather isnt my blood. He and my g-ma were married a year after my parents were. so im worried hes not going to wanna still be my grandfather you know? I'm just worried. Alex has a stalker in his radio class. Even though she knew i was right there she was still hitting on him. Shes really pretty though and looks really good with him. I love him so much but part of me wouldnt blame him for leaving me... especially not for her... Well on top of everything else im working 3 jobs and going to school so needless today i am going insane Current Mood: awake |
| Monday, August 30th, 2004 |
| 5:35 pm |
NAME SURVEY YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (Name of your first pet & The street you live on) Tara Kyle YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (Name of your favorite snack food + Your Grandfathers first name) cheetos terry YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME: (First word you see on your left + Your favorite restaurant) essence panda express EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS: (Your favorite spice + Your last foreign vacation spot) garlic hawaii (ive never been out of the country) (Now try it again using a Saints name + a state capital. and add Von-, De-, or La- to the beginning) Teressa de la sacramento "FLY GIRL" ALIAS (a la J. Lo): (Your first initial + The first two or three letters of your last name) L. Bu ICON ALIAS: (Something sweet within sight + Any liquid in kitchen) kitten milk DETECTIVE ALIAS: (Your favorite baby animal + Where you went to high school) tiger cub los alamitos BARFLY ALIAS: (The last snack food you ate + Your favorite alcoholic drink) ding dong margarita (strawberry mind you) SOAP OPERA ALIAS: (Your middle name + The street where you first lived) elizabeth Hazelbrook (wow thats a long name) ROCK STAR ALIAS: (Your favorite candy + The last name of your favorite musician) Caramel Etherige |
| Thursday, August 26th, 2004 |
| 11:52 am |
So Edward has offically become a bad influence on me. He got me to skip class last night and go to disneyland. Hes so bad!! But it was fun. Although I love that john and amanda are happy i can see why everyone hated me and edward when we were all lovey dovey. You know? I mean it does get annoying. Im glad alex and i arent that way. I mean every once in a while its fine but we dont hang on each other 24/7... Oh well life goes on. Im at school right now. Alex is doing his radio gig so i came to support him but it was getting too hott outside so he said i could come in here to play lol :) Well ttyl ~Lins Current Mood:  hot |
| Thursday, August 19th, 2004 |
| 2:05 pm |
ALEX GOT A JOB!!! WOO HOO!! hell be working at the target by my house. Now he can stay!! *does happy dance* Thank you sooo much Matt! other then that i work tonight Bleh. I did my homework for school already. :) Well thats all for now ttyl ~Lins Current Mood:  bouncy |
| Monday, August 16th, 2004 |
| 9:26 am |
First day of school....yuck. I got up 15 min early thinking my alarm wouldnt go off so now i have a little time to kill. Alex moved in yesterday and he has 2 weeks to find a job or he goes back to his moms... *prays a little* So yeah. Everything else is good though...TTYL |
| Saturday, August 14th, 2004 |
| 9:59 pm |
we got the doggies washed today. I wish we took pics. Bailey was sooo cute all wet. Still no luck on finding alex a new job... *sigh* Well ttyl On a separete note im home with my parents and i think they are doing the nasty.... ewwwwww |
| Tuesday, August 10th, 2004 |
| 5:24 pm |
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| 4:58 pm |
I spent the night at manda's house but i didnt sleep very well. The floor was hard and Kelli was watching Ever After (one of my fav movies) so i kept going..."Must sleep...Must sleep....oooo what scene are they on?" Then i would look at the tv and get interested and that was the end of that. I ended up sleeping about 5 hours. That is definatly not enough for me. But i seemed to be fine when i woke up but by the time i got home to get ready for work i was OUT! So i called into work and let alex drive my car places his car would normally die at. Alex is right now setting up a table for the John Kerry Campain. Everyone whos old enough MUST VOTE!!!! And yes thats an order. Well im making home made potato salad now and its probley going to suck but im going to try anyway.. TTYL -Lindsey Current Mood:  drained |
| Saturday, August 7th, 2004 |
| 3:10 pm |
OK so i talked to alex last night about the sn. At first he said he was just trying to figure out the password. When i didnt believe him it finally came clean. He used the sn to be online without everyone knowing hes online. ok i think thats fine. But im just pissed that he lied to me. So we had a nice long talk and things are better now and i get an "Im sorry" Present. Alex moves in on the 15th. *sigh* kinda scary. I have to clean tomarrow. So today at work Julie Andrews is going to be at my attration for the Princess Diaries 2 Party. Hehehehe. Im very very very excited. It should be so much fun. :) Well thats all for now. TTYL Current Mood:  excited |
| Friday, August 6th, 2004 |
| 7:50 pm |
OK so the other day i was at alex's house and i saw the sn of Kazgamble50 and i was all "Who's this?" And he was all "i dont know" SO i thought it was his cousin signing on on him comp. So last night he spent the night and spent most of the night on my computer when i got on it next again i saw that Kazgamble50 had been on my computer. Now i dont know what to think. I wanna know why he lied to me. Was it a missunderstanding or was it intentional? I seriously dont know.... Current Mood: confused |
| Wednesday, August 4th, 2004 |
| 10:57 am |
Alex woke up late for work today. Which in turn means I woke up late as well. I woke him up twice!!! plus the alarm and i woke up again an hour later and he was still asleep. So i didnt get any time with him this morning either. Although i rarley have time with him latly. Hes always tired and i dont blame him, I blame Knotts for giving him 12 hour shifts. I got an 8 hour shift today. 1-9 so that should be nice. I have to go early though cause i need to change my availibity for school starting. I shouldve done it a long time ago but of course i didnt so i just gotta deal now. well thats all for now TTYL Current Mood:  tired |
| Tuesday, August 3rd, 2004 |
| 11:18 am |
things seemed to have calmed down a bit. Im off today thank goodness. Im at home and watching tv with my bro. Hes not much to talk to because hes most likly stoned out of his mind. It makes me sad to think that he needs to do that you know? hopefully ill find something to do before edward gets home and before i have to pick Alex. Otherwise I'll be bored to death. Well gtg for now TTYL Current Mood:  bored |
| Sunday, August 1st, 2004 |
| 9:43 am |
i dont know whats going on with me. Im crying about everything. I did forget to take my meds last night but it shouldnt be this bad. Im going to take them now. too stressed to write anymore ttyl -Lins Current Mood:  stressed |
| Saturday, July 31st, 2004 |
| 12:30 am |
Schedule for this comming week :) Sun 8/1/2004 17:30 21:45 BUG'S LIFE Bug's - H/H Mon 8/2/2004 17:00 21:30 MUPPET VISION 3D Muppet - H/H Wed 8/4/2004 17:30 21:45 MUPPET VISION 3D Muppet - H/H Fri 8/6/2004 17:45 21:45 BUG'S LIFE Bug's - H/H Sat 8/7/2004 17:30 21:30 MUPPET VISION 3D Muppet - H/H I have too much energy for my own good. Someone Im me please!!! -Lindsey Current Mood: bouncy |
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